A night with some sqpn friends

Here is a night that I get to spend with some good friends. I was having a hard day but just talking to them and hearing them it just changed my out look on life. So if you ever need a thing to get you back on track just find us groupy from SQPN. It will change every thing. 

We are all around the place in all parts of the world in all shapes. Hey you might be looking at one of us right now. 

They have been so good to me I don't know how to repay them back for all the love and care for me. They care for each other like friends do and even sometimes family. Hey and we are the fans of the podcast on SQPN. Ok, well some of them are podcasters. However we get to be happy for people and we also get sad for others. but on this night we were just having a good time. 

old boy friend from High school.

A few days ago, one of about 3 High school boy friends found me. Not here but on my face book page. At first I didn't know who he was and I didn't want to give him my e-mail. So I gave him the back up e-mail. when I saw him I just looked at the pitcher and I had a very bad feeling about it. and I think it's very interesting about him. He is married and he is saying things that I don't think he should be saying to me 

I never thought that I would never hear from him when I moved. and now he found me. It's not even the guy that was my first true love. Oh will. 

only happens one time ever four years

I love the Olympics and I wish I would have been there.

may be next time. I have always been one to love them and really they are the best 

Health

I feel like for the past few years my health has has up's and down's. Why you might ask I don't know. I wish I did know. I do know something and that is that I can't do some of the things that I could have done 4 years ago. Yes, yes I know I'm 4 years older and the body just gets older also. but come on I'm only in my 30's. Today I did get out and I let myself just hand and just be. I got out and got sun. something that I don't do much. I also got  a lot of walking in. And now I'm doing great still. I feel really good. I feel like I have been holding something back. 

I think it's just hard to see your body follow apart right in front of you. I have had people tell me that I look like hell. The only thing that I can say is well just be glad you are not me. I try to keep a good out look of life and thinging but come on why would people just come out and say you look like hell. 

So I think what I'm saying is even though my health is not that good. I try and keep up with my friends. I might kill myself trying to keep up with them but it's something that I really would love to do. Hey if God gave me this body then he is going to see me try and use it to the best of what I can do. 

As some of my good friends would say you only have one time to live it up and do it now. 

I thought to myself

As a little girl I though that I would make a good Nun oh man did God have something other then being a non for me. and now I have a great B-friend that is making dinner. I love him so much. If we ever brack up I'm going to be a nun. 

Something for fun

I wish I could do that very fast. I'm still very slow at it. 

One of the better days

Even though I had some people that had some bad body order last night see yesterday post. I did have a good and I mean good Friday. Work was good and I got off to a very good start. and I had made my appointments that I needed. I even called the people that I needed to. I got to go out with a very good friend of mine. that was a lot of fun. But really I had a very good day.  It's hard for me to think of a day like Friday that I have had before, it's been a long time. 

So, I had to come and tell you that I had a great day, before my bad body order people came. Hey it's only one bump in the road of good Friday.